"...you know that person is special when you never wish to hide her or hide things from her.

And on the contrary, you wana show her to the world, show the world to her."

One of the most meaningful words ive heard in a long time,

coming fr a rather eligible someone who proudly proclaims he's

"happy attached, albeit some serious problems."

I paused to think after reading those 2 sentences

over and over again.

Wouldnt it be the world to you if your special

someone feels the same about you?

Never having thoughts bout keeping things from you.

Never wanting to hide you from his friends.

Never lying bout being attached esp. when introduced

to someone new.(we all know how boys r like)

Never having second thoughts bout bringing u out.

Never embarassed to say you're his special someone.

Never afraid to show you off to his friends/family.

How many of them boys out there would tell

their gfs that he wants to show her to the world,

and in turn, show the world to her?

so, i finally got outta the house today!

Because my visa is expired this sunday and there's absolutely no way i can get across to HK lookin like that, so i decided that i would:
1) go back to the hospital to get a doc's report
2) take a 1 1/2hr drive to the Immigration Departm. in the city to request for an extended stay
Being the typical kiasi singaporean girl i am, i grabbed my huge sunhat+sunnies and headed out.
(aye i was warned time and again to stay home and OUT OF THE SUN!!)
i was damn scared the sun would darken my pox and leave me with scars la!
Gahhhhh!
And also, being Miss Considerate, i told bro to get me mask so i dont spread evil pox to others!

ok, that aside.

Managed to get a report fr the doc so we headed to the city.

When we got to the immigration place, no one seemed friendly enough to help. Worst thing was, they refused to extend my stay!

One female officer even said in mandarin "chickenpox is no big deal! Not even a contagious disease!(i so wanted to sneeze into her face when she said that!) Anyway EVERYBODY here is vaccinated against that so dont have to worry, surely u can just go(leave China that is)"

im like "WTF?!" (yes of course i did the 360deg. eye-roll thing!)

i mean, look...

1)of course i know chickenpox is no biggy! i never said it was dua kee to get CP!

2)chickenpox IS contagious u stupid biatch. fuckin get ur facts right!

3)im SO sure not everybody is vaccinated coz i know of pple who dont even know what CP is!

I was angry coz she made me look an ignorant over-reacting bitch. I was worried bout spreading this evil epidemic to others(who may not even heard of CP, let alone be vaccinated against it!), then comes this fat(i dont mean it but she is) woman tellin me not to worry at all since the whole of The People's Republic of China is vaccinated against it!(or so she claims)

WHAT A JOKE!

i dont even dare say the whole of tiny Singapore is vaccinated against the Varicella Disease!

urgh! how many times must i say these pple never fail to amuse me?

Anyhow, i didnt get to extend my stay in the end, and visa expires sunday.

Great. So what now?

I have thus decided to be the most selfish bitch and not worry bout infecting others.

(since it seems i have been too overly concerned and too overly considerate)

damn but im half-minded bout this coz honestly, i really dont wana be the person spreading this epidemic.

I told bro maybe we should get across to macao damn late at night(hopefully not so crowded when its late?) then come back in quickly.

ok, now im worried the custom officers detain me taking me for some serious skin disease carrier.

Fuck, this time im screwed.

Illegal immigrant or possible epidemic starter.

I get to choose one of the above.

its Go Green day again!

-.-'''

Cabbage congeeeeeeeeee...

so that was for luncho earlier on,

i wonder whats for dinner later.

grrrr..

maybe i shldnt be wondering at all.

im so sick & tired of congee i swear its drivin me mad.

i used to love eating congee so much i told

myself i could never get bored of it.

Esp. the teochew porridge and dishes to go along?

*salivating*

Throw in a salted egg and im settled!

whooo...now i miss that!

See! i have a great love for porridge!

BUT thats another story altogether.

salted eggs.soy sauce chicken.potato.curry.

black bean fish.eggs with onions...etc

urgh!!!

sigh...

my only consolation?

*mega-watt smile*

Bro rocks my socks la!

A stock-up of my new found love

Meiji Green Tea ice cream!

(wtf GREEN again?!)

urm, the ice cream balls aint mine..

Cant take choco now anyways and

surprisingly im not craving much for it.

Maybe i needa get my staples right first eh.

i was so darn hungry thru the day,

the attempt to sleep on it failed badly.

With digestives biscuits and ice cream,

i made myself this...

hokay...

Digestives still taste better dipped in milo.

=D

YAY!!

for once im up and not sleeping at this hour! =)

(well, all thanks to the virus ive been snoozing/fallin into

semi-comas every minute of the day since last saturday)

so here's a quick post before my energy evaporates.

read somewhere that im supposed to

'keep myself cool' so this green tea ice cream

is perfect, no? =)

and today the "porridge diet" was finally put to a Stop.

ok wait, no..i had porridge for bfast n lunch... ...

dinner was noodles soup with pork and LOTS of cabbage.

Its healthy so im not (supposed to be)complaining.

ive been put on a porridge diet its not funny anymore.

i can still rem clearly i had fish congee on sat n sun,

and then after that its pork congee and more pork congee.

And the fact that im not too much of a pig-person just

makes everything worse.

Then on tues night i got so put off by meat that

i resorted to a "full green" porridge.

All i asked for was cabbage n more cabbage in my congee.

so it ended up with loads of greens amidst the white gruel..

surprisingly it turned out pretty good.(no im not kidding)

i miss my chix la damnit.

Honestly,it should have been 'pigpox' instead,

then it wouldnt bother me THIS much really.

sigh

my face is so badly pox'itated i cant help but think im so
gona be badly scarred, even though i dont scratch 'em.
im going crazy just thinkin bout how the scars would look.

how do i even differentiate a full blown acne n a pox anyway?

ok, im not scratching,

so pls dont leave scars.

On a not-so-itchy note,

celamine lotion comes in handy coz

the ones on my back r starting to irritate a lil'

Does that mean they're gona start drying up?

let's pray i get over this real soon.

im thankful this epidemic

only hits a normal being once in a lifetime.

After this i'd be immune!(hopefully)

my first solid food in 4 days.

i lost 2kgs already.

i want my milo so i can dip the digestives into it.

maybe ovaltine would do just fine.

but they're brown and i have to avoid all things black/brown.

i miss my ah ma.

i want her here with me.

she has the healing hands to take away all my pain.

im so infested with pox,

disgusting is an understatement.

why do chickenpox even exist?

its a torture to mankind and im sure we'll all

be happier beings if it didnt exist.

im hungry.

i seriously need proper food.

i dreamt of having a feast earlier on.

i swear im gona stuff my face silly once this is over.

and when is this gona be over again?

sigh.

so,i've caught the evil...

Chickenpox.

... ...

and now i conclude, the top 5 worst places to have the pox on are:

(Note: rated according to seriousness, 1 being the most unbearable)

1) anywhere near the eyes (i have 1,smacked right on the under lid of my right eye.i swear its fuckin annoying(read:PAINFUL!!!))

2) in the mouth (under my tongue where the web is. i dont even know if its an ulcer in disguise)

3) in the nostril (actually it doesnt bother me that much as long as i dont have to clear my nose but since i have a slight flu, its a pain)

4) on my head/scalp (feels like some erupting acne i hate it)

5) on my face (i think im gona be so badly disfigured i swear)

i even trimmed all my nails just so i dont scratch them by accident.

sigh...

when is this gona be over? i feel horrible. i wana cry.

=(