dum-dee-dum

ok, the whole plan bout goin back to sg again in sept

is officially shattered.

last trip back, i happily decided that i'd be

forgetful and not remember bout renewing my visa,

just so i have an excuse to go Home again.

But no, that obviously didnt work.

(see,i said nothing ever really happen as planned right?)

went over to HK yesterday to get it renewed and

this time round, i got a 6mth validity.

That means i dont have to worry bout

having to leave china every 2months,

which then means i have no more reasons to go

over to HK like how i used to,

which eventually means im gona have to plant my ass here

in China for the next 180days!

Great

since when did the immigration rules became so flexible huh?

... ...

Pics of our client's showrooms, with dedicated areas exclusively

done up for OPUS.

*~*
when u have nothing better to do while waiting for a late night movie,

u resort to foolish acts like this to kill time...

Tryin to look all bookworm'ish yet desirable

*shrugs*

Give up. See the difference? tsk.

dont understand how some girls can pull off that bespectacled look

im trying so hard that i actually look constipated already! ~lol

... ...

anyway, my sweetlove muffin from miles away seems to be

suffering from bad bad insomnia and i suspect this is the

aftermath from an overdosage of fun in taipei.

Tune your mental clock back to normal darlin!

Insomnia + too much free time is causing your thoughts

wander way too far than it should.

Stop worrying bout looking boring or normal coz

u've never been that dull.

Whoever said that to u can go fly kite.

We've always been each other's reality check and there's absolutely

no way we'd allow any one of us be too stuffy.

(cept' for the days u dont get to see me here. hur)

otherwise for someone's who always flipping Vivi and such,

how unexciting can u get, huh?

You are my hot chickaboo, no doubts bout it.

p/s: i've decided that i will ignore you the next time u ask me such silly questions again early in the morning.

rotton luck

最近走狗屎运了

背死

楼下70万的货堆了几个月不能出

客人一声不合格,全部就要返工

说的到容易,做起来会吐血

刚又发现,五金都锈了

真的很背

最新消息,客人订了01/S

某人竟然给我订01/B

WTF?!

there IS a fuckin difference between S and B!

what the fuck am i gona do with 50nos of 01/B now?!

how bout i feed u with 'em huh?

urgh!what the hell is wrong?!

one after another.

just when i thought everything's finally back to normal

since his mood seems to be getting better.

突然又出状况.~靠

looks like i gota lie low for awhile more

wont wana get into any shit with him now would i?

fuckin suay.

we better tide over this soon

Wish me luck. i need loads of it.

juste un rappel doux

i must stop procrastinating.i must stop being lazy.i must do the right things at the right time. i must practise discipline.i must stop being angry.i must have more patience.i must refrain myself from being easily irritated.i must stop judging people.i must know what i want and what i dont.i must stop wasting time.i must stop thinking bout a holiday.i must plan and work as planned.i must have goals.i must not do things and regret later.i must prove those who dont believe wrong.i must be strong.i must be independent.i must stop being a whimsical bitch.i must be empathetic to a certain limit.i must stop being a pessimist.i must make the best out of everyday.i must be contented with myself.i must be thankful for everything around me.i must cherish cherish cherish.i must be Me.


Disclaimer: above is only a gentle reminder for oneself.

SOS

今天蓝色星期一

今天电路维修

0800-1730. No electricity.

今天没电可是老大说照常上班

所以就上班

热的要发火

想把头发全剪了

抓狂

冷静

下午去喝茶聊天

舒服啊！

晚上又回来加班

说好1730来电，却等到1930

真的抓狂

．．．

明天错风停点

red alert

老大又说照常上班

妈

要我中暑才高兴

为什么要停电？

说不够电可是白天开路灯，

晚上又不开．

不开灯怎么开车？

这样我迟早会心脏病

why why why??

真的搞不清楚你们到底在想什么啊

救命

我心情不好了

我想杀人

woe-be-gone

Its the weekend yet again!

(i know i mentioned there's no weekends here)

up & early on this bright & beautiful saturday morning

most people would spend sleeping in and enjoying the hangover

from last night's party.

oh well, at least i know muffin's probably at that right now.

she's got her lucky ass in taipei and 2 nights ago at 3ish in the morning,

she text me saying "...saw ur beloved baby @ luxy last night..."

Ah, Great.

all these happening WITHOUT me.

and thanks to that sms, i lost sleep all night,

hoping the typhoon would sweep me over to taiwan right away.

*sheepish*

ok, maybe i need a good holiday.

(no, not to SG or HK)

SG is Home, not holiday.

and HK is becoming like Malaysia to me.

im startin to lose all that kick from going to HK,

which i used to get all psyched up over.

8 1/2 months passed but i didnt manage a vacation to anywhere.

This is no good.

Make plans? nah. i dont really like making plans anymore.

Nothing ever really work out as planned anyway isnt it?

The only thing which will work out as planned is this:

Things r gona start rushin in once the summer break is over,

and i'm gona have no time for anything again.

Start making preps for the fair in oct, and hopefully open up more markets in EU.

Then come Xmas and taadaa! 2007 is over.

I can then look back on the last day of 07 and sob over how pathetic it had been, ponder over what the hell have I been up to the entire year.

Sounds nice... right. . .

Whatever.

This is too much to think bout at 9 in the morning.

I need food for my brain now. Been bloody hungry since last night.

and muffin, if u're still in tpe reading this,

have heaps of fun, on my account.

Although im jealous, but u know i still love u! =)

Muacks~

不能说的. 秘密

caught Jay's directorial debut, Secret.

Surprisingly, it wasnt the cliché kinda love story and

the twist was honestly pretty much unanticipated.

Totally mesmerising when he plays the piano dont ya tink?!

and thank goodness his acting skills improved since the Curse of the Golden Flower.

*~*

Here's the new cinema just across my place.

So that was the first movie i've seen here in chingyland.

i've always been very skeptical bout watching movies here coz

i've heard how disgustingly filthy the theatres can be.

People here actually smoke inside the cinemas

(ok, i know its somewhat cool to be able to do that but can u

imagine ashes and ciggie butts all over the place?!), and u know

how rowdy these pple can get? They can talk(yell) on their phones,

totally oblivious of the surrounding..rest their stinky legs on the

chair infront of them, spit(not on the ground but on the chairs!)

and ...all the things u can never imagine.

Anyway, i was quite pleased with the new cinema.

It was bizarrely Clean, New and pretty much like Singers'!

(yes u'd be impressed, for a moment!)

cept' the seats were abit, urm, too 'up-right' and the a/c wasnt really workin.

Oh and they also didnt have salted popcorn and nachos!

only sweet popcorn(which i really dont like by the way)...

Ah well..SGD4 for a movie, SGD3 for popcorn combo(2 medium drinks and a medium popcorn),

dont expect too much huh?

We cant even buy a movie tix in SG with 7bucks!

... ...

Ok, now i tink i might start being a moviegoer for awhile.

Haha. Talk bout being el'cheapo...

Jaded

In a corner just next to my bed.

Lookin at the pics and indulge in reminiscence seems to be my only solace right now.

... ...

Here's a couple of things i've been longing for lately:

1) goin back to a place i can call Home

2) not havin to say anything and still be understood

3) hanging out with my girlies

4) being around pple i love, and pple who loves me

5) the hugs and kisses i get

6) someone who really understands

7) peace and comfort

8) patience, lots and lots of patience please

... ...and the list goes on... ...

To sum things up, i think i just miss Home and my loved ones.

Muffin is so right, the pple here are really the bane of my life.

Im wasted.

Please send some love.

Hate me, if u have to

we had a quick getaway in HK last weekend but it

was a really short trip so not much shopping was done.

all we did was visit our client, walked around in Mongkok area

and had lunch at my fav 茶餐厅 (though i really smell bad after)

Anyhow, here's a simple equation:

Fried maggie noodles+ice lemon tea=A Very Happy Irene.

=)

its incredible how 出前一叮 can taste so good.

think i can live on that for 1 month w/o gettin sick of it. haha.

anyway, i've always thought HK's standard of living is almost that of SG's

but aft doin a rough breakdown, i realised i've miscalculated!

Fried (INSTANT)noodles with 4 mid-wings: HKD38

2 glasses of ice lemon tea: HKD14/each

Total: HKD66 = SGD13.20

13buckeroos for lunch in a normal 茶餐厅 alias sg-style kopitiam??

damn, im really startin to sound like a stinkin' miser!

*sheepish*

cant help it when im poor alright?!

... ...

and to add on to the culture shock...

here's doughnuts goin for sgd2 each.

(yes, the ones that everyone seems to be gettin all hyped up over)

2bucks each?! like the 13dollar lunch isnt enough to make me broke eh?

so ya, i finally found Krispy Kreme,

a new branch smacked right in the middle of Mongkok.

cant deny they look really yummilicious sittin' on the shelves.

i'd really like 1 of each, but figured it'd be abit over.

(oh, 2bucks each, i'd be a pauper in no time)

and there was a long Q behind me, didnt wana seem like a dork la.

ended up with the pretty-lookin' neopolitan, choco and original glazed.

anyway, the conclusion is- stick to the original glazed ones.

the neopolitan and choco is so sweet, u can get diabetes just eating 1.

i was that close to gettin a sugar-induced spasm aft takin the neopo.

this morning so if u dont have a sweet tooth, dont be ambitious like me.

ok that aside, i have alot to rant bout recently.

sigh.

u know how stupid pple really can piss the shit outta u?!

Are these pple really no-brainers or have they not learn to use it?

Everyday i tell myself not to be so mean,

everyday i tell myself to have patience, to tolerate,

but everyday i find myself in a position whereby i'm ready to kill.

And the one who annoys me the most, i see her more than my own reflection.

I see her in the morning, i see her during work, and i see her aft work.

How can anyone be such an eye sore?

Is there such thing as an ear sore coz even her voice aggravates me.

ok, here's the amazing thing..

when one has absolutely NO EQ, dont expect her to know u dont like her,

and dont even expect her to know how much u just want her to buzz off.

i know i sound like a bloody bitch and i honestly dont quite enjoy it

but this person,is seriously making my life a mutherfuckinbitch right now.

i can go on all day ranting bout this person but it aint gona change anything.

until she fucks outta my life, life here isnt gona get any better.

i wish i could grab her by her neck, and tell her to wake up her fuckin idea.

but honestly, the probability of her gettin my point, is close to Zero.

Sometimes i tink i might be over-reacting, but i just cant help it.

Learning to live and living with such pple, really is a pain in the ass.

Maybe it isnt that bad havin a low EQ afterall.

At least u wouldnt have to care bout anyone's feelings,

u wouldnt have to care if by sayin or doing something, u'd put someone else in a difficult position,

you dont need to tink before u talk,

bottomline is, you can just shut off Sensitivity Mechanism.

If someone takes away all my EQ, i tink i could be a happier person.

coz i can finally fuck her up, and not worry bout puttin him in a spot.