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Happy New Year!

i hate to say this but

this is like, the most *&^#@*^ new year ever.

the rain's making me feel damn gloomy,

and im gettin a fuckinheadache fr the rain-shine combi.

plus, you know what's the best thing?

iamgoingbacktochinainonefuckinweek

Great.

things are indeed starting to get melancholic.

blue febuary isnt it?

Singers 030207-120207

so, it's been a rather eventful stay so far.

being under the weather didnt exactly

stop me from goin out and havin fun,

catchin' up with loved ones and

eating all the food i so missed.

ha, now that also explains why i dont

seem to be recovering well eh.

9 days since i got back.

sometimes i wished time would freeze

for a while.

i mean, its sodamnfuckin good to

be home, a part of me is saying

"fuck!i'm gona leave this place again in 2weeks!"

yeap, im gona leave this place where all

my lovely girlfriends are, where my beloved boy is,

and where all things ard me seems bright and beautiful.
i guess its because im a person who dont

really like changes.

its like, u get so used to something, someone or
an environment, and its time to leave and

start all over again.
sometimes its good, sometimes it isnt.
i've been meeting friends, relatives and

one question that really irks me

now is "when u goin back to China?"

here i am tryin so hard not to think bout it,

there u are, reminding me over and over again.

no, im not blaming these pple.

i know they're just concerned and all

but it comes to a point where i get really annoyed

because its like,

"will u STOP reminding me already?!"

alright, on a lighter note.

things have been pretty enjoyable so far.

managed to catch up with my few besties,

spent time with family,

painted the town red with yen and sulin

(which was also a leg-breakin day btw),
dinner with yen,su and their very-hip momsie,

caught 2movies with the boy ovr the weekend,

chill out @ BarNone with the boy & his friends,

and most imptly, caught sleep enough to last

me the whole year thru'. haha.

mom is the best esp when im sick =)

*The wonderful woman who created me*

mom's birthday and the small Sweet Secrets cake

my bro conned me into believing that cost 98bucks!

China sista eh? *rolls eyes*

Grace, leaving to Perth.

and why is she losing weight like there's no tmr?!

p/s:i know i look like crap! gime a break! its 7am in the morning!!

isnt it obvious enough that im sleep deprived?!?!

yummilicious dinner @ Village

Bar None.

quite a good live band there

can u tell im really happy to be home?

=)

xoxo

i heart my Takoboys

040207 was one helluva blast.

its been a while since i laughed this hard over dinner.

ya noe, the sort of laughs that makes u tear and

ur tummy ache so bad you can hardly catch ur breath?

yea, i havent felt like that for the longest time ever!

and all thanks to my darlin' takoboys,

im feelin' it once again! =)

couldnt ask for a better group of friends to have

spent such an awesome dinner with.

MENOLTTI for some heavenly chocos

Caution: over dosage of

SashimiMackerelPregnantFish

result in bizarre behavior

Finally

back in Singers.

boy, it feels great to be home!

back to a place where it feels so familiar,

where i dont have to look back every 3 steps i take,

where i can talk on my mobile on the streets openly

without fearing that some1 will come along

and snatch it away (i know this sounds crazi),

where i can come home during the wee hrs and

not be afraid of being kidnapped/raped(urm),

yea, this IS what i call Home.

so now u know how mentally stressful it was

back in that forbidden ChinaLand huh.

all's good here cept for the weather.

(sulin, its not cooling at all)

i suspect im THIS close to

getting a heat stroke.

itsdamnhotlah!

and because of the ultimate climate diff,

im sick.

down with an effin' bad throat and

my voice is almost gone.

had to go to the doc yest morning but

obviously it didnt get any better coz we
were stuffin our faces with heavenly-sinful

chocolate pastries at Menoltti aft our

Ikoi R.S.P.S (go figure) buffet last night.

right.. eat then suffer. i so deserve this.

*cough cough*

hair apptm with Ben at 1630 (i cant wait!)

before that, im gona take a goodlong shower

and drop by at my bro's to see my bb nephew.

he's sucha cute lil thing i tell ya!

aawwww

how sweet is that!

ouch!

im updating fr home now.

yes, internet's finally up & stable! =)

oh well, reckon this gives me another reason

to come home early doesnt it?

i'm just finished with packing my luggage

and i came up with a conclusion.

Packing is seriously a huge pain.in.my.ass!

esp when half the space already

goes to stuff i bought for pple.

then another half of the half left

goes to all my what-nots,

that leaves me only 1/4 for my clothes.

damn.

therefore i have to weigh the importance of each

dress/top/pants/undergarment/footwear

soveryextremely carefully.

every time i pull out something, the quest is

"should i or should i not?"

and if i should, then

"when do i get a chance to wear it?"

say, i do have a chance, but
"do i look fat?"
urgh!

somebody just shoot me!

so all these self-Q&A got me spending

close to 3 bloody hours just on packing.

*rolls eyes*

i could have spent those time rooting

my ass to the bed watching

HealingHands(yes, its back-dated i know!) la.

see, this is what happens when 1 is indecisive, right?

oh well... ...

hokay, i tink im gona hit the sack.

the faster i sleep, the sooner tmr will be here

then i'd be 1 day from Singers! =)

good night to me

and sweetcandy dreams to all!

muackz!

Check this out!

decided to keep the shoes in ziplock bags.

i must be crazy.

heh.

p/s: ong su yen, you better love me for this!