wake

me

up

when

september

ends.

I.N.S.O.M.N.I.A

is not funny.

... ...

what the fuck is happening to me?

i seriously needa tune myself back to normal.

ok.

maybe.

i

just

needa

stop

thinking.

whooot!

i.am.heading.home.in.

87.hours.

"...you know that person is special when you never wish to hide her or hide things from her.

And on the contrary, you wana show her to the world, show the world to her."

One of the most meaningful words ive heard in a long time,

coming fr a rather eligible someone who proudly proclaims he's

"happy attached, albeit some serious problems."

I paused to think after reading those 2 sentences

over and over again.

Wouldnt it be the world to you if your special

someone feels the same about you?

Never having thoughts bout keeping things from you.

Never wanting to hide you from his friends.

Never lying bout being attached esp. when introduced

to someone new.(we all know how boys r like)

Never having second thoughts bout bringing u out.

Never embarassed to say you're his special someone.

Never afraid to show you off to his friends/family.

How many of them boys out there would tell

their gfs that he wants to show her to the world,

and in turn, show the world to her?

so, i finally got outta the house today!

Because my visa is expired this sunday and there's absolutely no way i can get across to HK lookin like that, so i decided that i would:
1) go back to the hospital to get a doc's report
2) take a 1 1/2hr drive to the Immigration Departm. in the city to request for an extended stay
Being the typical kiasi singaporean girl i am, i grabbed my huge sunhat+sunnies and headed out.
(aye i was warned time and again to stay home and OUT OF THE SUN!!)
i was damn scared the sun would darken my pox and leave me with scars la!
Gahhhhh!
And also, being Miss Considerate, i told bro to get me mask so i dont spread evil pox to others!

ok, that aside.

Managed to get a report fr the doc so we headed to the city.

When we got to the immigration place, no one seemed friendly enough to help. Worst thing was, they refused to extend my stay!

One female officer even said in mandarin "chickenpox is no big deal! Not even a contagious disease!(i so wanted to sneeze into her face when she said that!) Anyway EVERYBODY here is vaccinated against that so dont have to worry, surely u can just go(leave China that is)"

im like "WTF?!" (yes of course i did the 360deg. eye-roll thing!)

i mean, look...

1)of course i know chickenpox is no biggy! i never said it was dua kee to get CP!

2)chickenpox IS contagious u stupid biatch. fuckin get ur facts right!

3)im SO sure not everybody is vaccinated coz i know of pple who dont even know what CP is!

I was angry coz she made me look an ignorant over-reacting bitch. I was worried bout spreading this evil epidemic to others(who may not even heard of CP, let alone be vaccinated against it!), then comes this fat(i dont mean it but she is) woman tellin me not to worry at all since the whole of The People's Republic of China is vaccinated against it!(or so she claims)

WHAT A JOKE!

i dont even dare say the whole of tiny Singapore is vaccinated against the Varicella Disease!

urgh! how many times must i say these pple never fail to amuse me?

Anyhow, i didnt get to extend my stay in the end, and visa expires sunday.

Great. So what now?

I have thus decided to be the most selfish bitch and not worry bout infecting others.

(since it seems i have been too overly concerned and too overly considerate)

damn but im half-minded bout this coz honestly, i really dont wana be the person spreading this epidemic.

I told bro maybe we should get across to macao damn late at night(hopefully not so crowded when its late?) then come back in quickly.

ok, now im worried the custom officers detain me taking me for some serious skin disease carrier.

Fuck, this time im screwed.

Illegal immigrant or possible epidemic starter.

I get to choose one of the above.