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Thursday, May 10, 2007

the unseen truth

All these time i tell myself to be happy,
All these time i try to make myself happy,
All these time i think i can be happy,
All these time i tell myself i AM happy,
All these... are nothing but lies.
How can i be happy when i dont even remember
when was the last time i smiled fr my heart?
How can i be happy when i look at the person
in the mirror and hate what i see?
How can i be happy when there's no more sunshine, no more hope?
How can i be happy when my eyes and heart feels sore all the time?
How can i be happy when i no longer allow my heart to feel?
I no longer allow my heart to feel, because
each time i allow my heart to feel,
the percentage it being broken increases.
Makes sense doesnt it?

Im tired.
tiredofrunningaway.
tiredoflyingtomyself.
tiredofdisappointments.
tiredoflovinu.

givemestrength,willu?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Remember what i always say?
"As long as you're happy".. and i meant happy deep down inside..happy from the heart..Like what u told me.. follow your heart sweetie..You are the only one who knows what makes u happy..
I love ya..