too many things happening

too little time to think

the feeling of helplessness sucks

im sorry...

its seems like i only turn to the Big One above when shit happens

i hate the hospital

i hate the smell of that place

it makes my stomach queasy

right now i feel as though im gona disintegrate

and disappear into thin air

i am so fuckin tired

im starting to talk nonsense

i needa sleep WELL.

i cant fuckin catch my breath

lets just hope that everything would be fine soon

i'll be back when the sun starts to shine again

Good night.

please be strong.