010108 Part II

i am fuckin irritated.
i am THIS close to murdering someone.
its fuckin 10degree celsius here.
i took my shower in cold water.
Yes. Shower.Cold.Water.10.Degree.Celsius. Put the words together and u get my point.
i am SO ANGRY i can feel myself trembling from my scalp to my toes.
i tried to calm down but the anger made me cry.
i sent an sms to him saying:
"i was showering halfway for heaven's sake!its cold water on my side if u didnt know.And whoever wasnt in the shower,pls ans the door when i knock.Thanks"
Then he came knockin on my door and said these 3 sentences:
1) "why u bathe so late?"
2) "i fell asleep"
3) "why do u have to get so angry?!"(notice the exclamation mark)
Right.
My conclusion?
1) I shouldnt be takin my shower at this hour and i oughta pick the right time, just so our bathing time wouldnt clash.
2) Im supposed to know u're asleep when i dont get a reply even when im yellin like a mad woman and almost knockin ur door down.
3) I wasnt supposed to get angry when i was made to shower in cold water in a climate like this, EVEN THOUGH i was the one who started bathing first.
So yeah, bottomline is, I'm crazy and I'm over-reacting.
Im the bitch, as always.
Fine.
I cant believe I have to go thru this kinda shit on the first day of a brand new year.
I wasnt fuckin supposed to get angry on the first day of a new year, right?
ARGH!!
This marks the start of my fanfuckintastic 2008.
Im starting to hate everybody.