...to where i came from.
Somewhere i truly belong to.
where the skies are filled with fluffy cotton-white clouds,
where the smell of rain is love and not headache,
where sunshine gives warmth and not frustration,
where the grass is green and everything smells amazing,
where going home makes me feel at-home,
where the motherhood is there to nag(no im not saying i enjoy it),
where the killer instinct in me isnt triggered everyday,
where im back to civilisation and everyone is far less than stupid,
(i can seriously go on and on till the cows come home)
but most importantly,
i just wana go back to a place where i'm surrounded by
those who care and love.
i can honestly feel myself slowly disintegrating...
my mind, my heart, my soul, everything.
The constant self-reminder:
"what doesnt kill me makes me stronger".
Until one day someone told me,
"what doesnt kill you takes your soul away".
... ...
Right now i must say im totally going thru the latter.




















