Life is a...

roller-coaster ride.
The adrenaline rush...

u cant seem to catch ur breath,
the pressure weighing down on ur heart,

u wana scream but nothing's coming out,

and when u tink u can finally catch a deep breath,

u're up at the highest tip again.

This is how i've been feeling over the past week.

Fortunately things are finally starting to slow down today.

(i hope)

i guess because bro's left for europe and all the

stress is starting to fall on me.

we've got deadlines to meet, but everything's screwing up.

Everything and Everybody.

u cannot rely on them to finish a job without consistant supervision.

u cannot give them Step1-5 instructions and expect them to

complete till step10 using their own IQ.

even when u give them 100% idiot-proof instructions,

they will still screw things up.

u tell them not to do this over and over again,

but they'll still do it once u turn away.

And i start to ponder... i start to ponder

why my message never gets across to them the way i want it to.

its so damn bloody difficult to communicate with these pple.

I was just telling muffin that it used to be so easy for us

to fuck someone who major pissed us off.

This is when the usual "what-the-fuck-r-u-doin?!"

comes in very, very handy =)

Now, try translating that to mandarin.

...

see?

yea, u get the drift.

couple of days ago i was so friggin pissed off with

some pple here, i was trembling inside out

and i wanted to grab that person by her neck and yell

w-t-f-r-u-doin into her face.

but, she obviously wont get it!
i ended up callin muffin and got a lil too hysterical

from all the frustrations.

ok, on a much lighter note, we had an awesome meal of

sushi and teppanyaki b4 big bro left.

he must have brought me there coz he knows

how rough its gona be for me when he's not around.

*rolls eyes*

...

kate's mom, kate, me, bro & ian

she's same age as me. Pro eh?

Thats my mackereal and california rolls.(damn im hungry!)

Bro's eyes disappeared underneath the glasses -_-'''

she's got the last california roll

See our satisfied faces?

=)